Sembreak Baby

So okey ung previous na blog ko ay super delay. Yun ay ung panahon na magfi2nals na kami.

pero ngayon.. Finally, sembreak. It seemed like forever and now that it’s finally here, it’ll be over in a second and I can just imagine myself grudgingly going to my first class in November.
I can rest my mind and be away from all the stress from school..

To keep my little break organized, I will:

• Make love to sleep, unless I’m too busy tiring myself out with the TV and internet.
  
• Brave the cold ber-bers by going out on swimming excursions. Seriously, despite the tragedy of the floods, I caught myself wishing that I could go out for a swim.
  
• Throw money around on my trip and shopping. After all, you can’t bring money with you when you’re dead–only two gold coins for Charon the boatman!
  
• Make a date with my new flat screen tv and laptop.
  
• Wake up abnormally early para pumila sa Munisipyo and become a registered voter. Mom insists we should be there at 4 am tomorrow?? wtf!! Mom aren't you're aware of my habit of switching off the alarm and rolling under the blanket again.??
  

Finally, Halloween Season is upon us.. My favorite. Slowly creeping up, bringing down the temperatures and turning our thoughts to all things spooky and imaginative. Huzzah! Salamat sa ancient tribe na Celts because of them may halloween tayo. I'm a Halloween Scholar, I've grown up watching Halloween movies all my life, and I have a healthy obsession with all things undead!

I'm looking for something scary to do for Halloween. Scare my little cousins? nah. taon taon ko ng ginagawa yan.. Halloween in the Philippines is being silent as the grave around here di uso dito spend the remaining days and nights going to haunts, pumpkin patches, eating candy, and a vicious variety of Halloween events. It's just because kaming mga Pilipino sa ganitong mga panahon mas prioridad ang mga mahal sa buhay na pumanaw. Pumunta sa sementeryo, magdasal, magtirik ng kandila.

Anyway this is the Halloween costume I've been wanting. Since wala naman akong Halloween party na pupuntahan at sa bahay lang naman ako. Probably sa 19th birthday ko na lng toh pwedeng gamitin. Gagawin kong costume party ang birthday ko. Can u just imagine a girl wearing this for her birthday??

ang cool dba?

Anxious Days and Sleepless Nights

The past weeks had gone really wild. Literally. From the insane load of works (school stuff) to you-can-never-imagine torturous exams.. I felt that everything that is "on-going" in my world was such a disaster. Having "sleepless nights" were never new to me, as if it's part of my being that i can't shut my eyes unless its two or three in the morning (and back then, those nights were senseless at all - doing Nothing). But for these past weeks, everything turned the other way around that i am now pre-occupied up to like 3 or 4 a.m. These sleepless nights beget to more sleepless nights.

My biggest problem is my mind starts going and well. It's the worst feeling one can get. I could be laying in bed, tossing around and turning. My eyes are closed but my mind just keeps wandering and not able to fall asleep. Though I function normally the next day.

I'll be up at 1am listening to music and surfing the internet (almost all of them), stressing out that I'm not doing my assignment/recitation/exam studying. And the longer I wait to start, the more I guarantee that I'll have to stay up later and later to finish it. And, ironically, one of the many reasons I use to convince myself not to start is that I'm too tired.

Overnight at Joan's place part II. This time kasama sila Krizia and Cien.

ito ung gabi ng walng tulugan tlga. We have to finish load and load of school works.. I remember may quiz kami sa Nat. Sci at Math. di ko alam natutulog na pla ako. Damn!! Good thing I still managed to pass my quizzes despite my sleepiness.. Oh college life.!! Stop torturing us.!!

But alas!! first sem is over.

I want to kill my professor in math even in history.. Our finals are crucial type...! It's common for people to have intrusive violent thoughts like these. Anger just makes me want to go on a stabbing spree.

I had such high hopes for college.. My math is making me emotionally unsettled And even though I don't do my work due to lack of motivation and pessimism. I've started to have panic attacks and frequently feel like throwing up. In all things it is better to hope than to despair..

This blog really does...blogging for me now is a reliever but for all the things that is lined up for me to do, NOT YET.

It's a crazy life

First off, I would like to sincerely apologize for not writing for a while. It has been very hectic lately and I have struggled with finding time to let loose and confess all here.

Lots of stuff happened while this blog went to sleep mode again.

But every once in a while, I will get on here and post photos.

My weekdays were going just great. I was able to meet all my deadlines. Classes. Homework. Exams. Cocurricular commitments. Papers. A lot of Thomasians right now are starting to feel the weight of the semester. Magfifinals na. I'm stressed. It's just part of going to school. But I've been totally slacking off.

Sleep over at Joan's place. We're both very excited but so well behaved.

Eating, eating followed by some dancing.

Joan was insomniac and I shared my own battle. Filling our mind with positive, uplifting music.

At 2am we went to bed.. Still no progress. It’s 4:00 AM and the clock on the wall is chiming a melancholy tune to remind me that "may pasok ka pa ng maaga." We surfed the net for some crazy antics. Try to YouTube Kim Dong Won he is so fhhaking hilarious... Making me more unable to go back to sleep because we're having so much fun. Non-stop story sharing, giggling and all. I got up at 6:30 am. I really didn't want to get up, but it was time to go. I really enjoyed the night at Joan's place and wouldn't mind doing it again anytime. Sleepless night-causing my sluggishness during classes. I can't help it I was catching Z’s instead in my math class.

It's been one week since my overly extended class suspension, I am still not quite into the mindset of being back at school. I always got pretty sleepy...I just cannot sleep, get up. I've been laying in bed staring at the ceiling then get up. Making me groggy and very cranky during the next day. Is there anything I can do to reset my internal alarm clock..? I should start a sleep/bedtime ritual. Hopefully I can shake this after a few days. But right now it is just no fun. I managed to sleep on the bus nonetheless.

MJ's birthday treat at Yellow cab. (free lunch beybeh)

Gusto ko ng magsem break..

Pure random

I'm feeling a little out of sorts today, so I've decided to just post whatever I'm in the mood to blog about. No day of posting international hottie photos would be complete without acknowledging my hubby. hahaha!!

I watched What Happens in Vegas for 3times and it seems that I can't get enough of That 70's show because of Ashton Kutcher. He bears a close resemblance to my future husband Nemanja Bjelica..

Ashton Kutcher
Nemanja Bjelica

What do you think??

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Yesterday I went to UST.. the UST Sociological Society- Community Development launched the “OPLAN TULONG NG KA-SOCIOng TOMASINO SA MGA BIKTIMA NI ONDOY" I go in the morning with my Co-USTSS Officers and classmates.. I felt the like I should embrace the opportunity to help out the victims of Ondoy.  Watching the victims of Ondoy at news really getting me down.. I feel as if I am going insane with sadness. I’ve been very impressed at how well-run the packing of goods at at the Tan Yan Kee. There was a bit of an experience. I mean it rained so hard and it rained for so long. We got stranded at Tinoco park. Kunwari kalma lang ako but really I'm so nervous. Tumataas ung tubig and we can no longer see the place cause its raining so hard. I felt maiistranded kami sa school. so pagtila ng ulan right away umalis na kami. pheew! what a relief.!!

My favorite. It was a success shot.

I don't want to do anything - I am enjoying having the option of doing very little for the first week of class suspension.. I have very little excuse lol! I will stop now - might go and finish my paperworks hence why I haven't finished it. I have to finish it by tomorrow. May pasok na kami sa monday. I hate it. hate it.hate it. hate it. Where are you bagyong Pepeng? why did you leave Manila?

Pure random
My computer clock says 3:35 am. sssheesh!!
Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day.

What's going on in our world today? Super Typhoons at Philippines, powerful quake at Indonesia, spawned towering tsunami waves at Samoa.
I watched Apocalypse: The Second World War at National Geographic. History is such an interesting subject.. Then right now maswerte ako at naabutan ko ung replay ng Eurobasket 2009 at btv. Serbia vs. Slovenia.

Delubyo

I had to stop watching news. so, so sad to hear about all the families on their roofs with nowhere to go. Bagyong Ondoy is hitting. Hope weather gets better! My yaya is crying for the whole time she just lost her house and lost contact with her family. prayers for those in need. Even my friends are in tough situations. I hope they get rescued soon. And I hope the flood serves as a wake up call for everyone to do their part. dispose trash properly! we are all partly at fault for this. Thank you Lord I live at Dasma, Cavite- zero amount of flood. Storm is hitting outside since kagabi pa pero sa labas ng bahay namin parang wala lang. Buong buhay ko nakatira kami sa Dasma noon pa lang no cases of flooding... We are lucky to be in this place. We are lucky to be safe!

btw why couldn't it rain on a weekday instead?

If other people are suffering from flood. My brain is suffering alot too. Too many things to do in school... Everything is due next week.
I haven't accomplish anything. Ain't nothin' to it but to do it.

There's no doubt about it-- one of the most stressful part of a college or university education is learning how to meet deadlines. Because us, students have so many classes and so many conflicting responsibilities, the ability to crank out papers and other assignments on a regular schedule is maddening. Teach me what do I need to know about college deadlines because I totally and utterly completely just wasting time. Paper works sucks big time.!! arggh!!

how do i survive this semester? TELL ME PLEASE.