My envy for beauty

So 3 days left and its school time again!
I feel so blessed for so many reasons... On Monday I'll be transferring to my dorm and I can finally drive my own car, I just got my license. I have joined the millions of new drivers already behind the wheel.. I was glad that I breathed a sigh of relief.  I was ecstatic to begin a new chapter in my life.


For the past few days, I'm having 10 different dreams in one night and it started last June 9. Weird but funny at the same time. Is it normal to have several dreams in one night?

It's rare for me to remember dreams, but this one was pretty vivid, and involves some of my friends, so I was thinking I'd jot it down for your entertainment I once dreamt Rafa Nadal were both in vacation, we were having a scuba diving lesson in the ocean and he asked me to marry him.. sarap ng feeling pag gising..

Btw have you seen Shakira's hot video gypsy with Rafel Nadal, locking lips, they are all over each other... Oh la la! Or should I say “rooaaar!”? They're too sexy not to hook up.

dont worry Xisca Perello hot ka naman kaso mas Hawt si Shakira...

LaLaLaLa..

I have watched the fashion show on Fashion tv and I was instantly drawn to it, that’s the night when I said that is what I wanna do. I want to become Victoria's secret angel alongside Adriana Lima, Heidi Klum, Alessandra Ambrosio, Miranda Kerr, Marisa Miller, Doutzen Kroes.... The iconic Victoria's Secret "Angel" supermodels were once a very exclusive list of the top models in the fashion industry. I know that this is not what I'am mean to do... I'm from small town Dasmarinas, it is practically impossible to make my name be heard and I don't have sexy slim body, lean legs or firm toned midsection to strut down a long glittery runway.. Curses!!!!

Where did that summer go?

Saying goodbye to summer tends to be hard for everyone, but it always seems to be especially difficult for me. Time goes by too soon, summer is ending already and school year 2010-2011 is about to begin and there's nothing I can do to slow it down.. It’s suddenly been so wet and cold since the arrival of June. Back-to-School sales – They’re everywhere!

Surely, I will miss all of those outdoor summer activities.

Goodbye summer. I bid you adieu! You were magical. Until next year.

In a positive note FINALLY my parents allowed me to stay in dorm. I enrolled with my mom and we went shopping at Rustan to buy stuffs.

I just have to put in my mind this will be an exciting time of the year cause everything smells of positivity...

10 things I miss right now

1. FBM (full body massage)
Ah, just thinking about having one makes me wanna go to the spa immediately.


2. My high school barkada- The K8

were just been busy with various things that come up in our life. It's nice to keep in contact over the internet - but not the same ... *sigh*


3. Receiving letters

Never underestimate the impact of a well written letter. My friends used to write me letters all the time too bad the mobile phone has killed it. Letters are falling by the wayside.

4. film cameras

Lately I have been looking through tons of film images on my photo albums. We used to have 4 film camera- our first camera was Pentax K-1000. Back in the days before digital everything when we shot a lot of photos rolled our film and developed our photos.

5. 90's music
That was the time when I was so addicted to MTV that I knew all the songs of boy/girl bands by heart and luckily I still have the albums that I got in the old days!


6. My childhood days

I would miss how my father would take me to his office and be the center of attention. I miss the rain and the mud where we jumped and splashed water to our heart's content. Play on the ground. As children we would dream of becoming adults. But as adults we would wish how cool it would be to go back to the childhood with zero responsibility and infinite innocence. Oh! Those beautiful childhood days. I miss them in many ways.

7. Immersion
Not only transcends time but catapults you into another landscape, and adventure. I enjoyed everything and learned alot. The Homestays, lunches, and excursions are integrated into an efficient, fun, full-time learning experience.



8. My classmate's crazy antics
Dopey, absurd.. My classmates are awesome. My high school years were great but there's something about college that makes it more memorable.


9. PBL

10. Old computer games

I was around 6-7 years old when I had my own computer. I remember my parents setting up a curfew for me because I was playing it too much . 1 year later I got the Nintendo Home computer which came with 20,000 built-in games. Then we had computer shop. Red alert, Diablo, Warcraft, Starcraft, HP, Grand theft auto, Need for speed, Max Payne, Counter strike. I miss playing those games. It was such a big thrill the first time I finished the entire game.

These are the things I miss the most.. Oh life... How I wish something magical happens.

the entrance of third party

So last night I had nothing to do and the best way I did spends the whole night in bed and watched TV. It is extremely relaxing and well worth your time. hahaha!! Last night I watched a vile but curiously interesting TV show called, Cheaters. That show caught my attention right away. In case you haven't heard it, it is a weekly syndicated reality TV show, where people suspected of cheating on their partners are investigated by the Cheaters Detective Agency or Gotcha style reality show I may say. Gotcha cheating on your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend! He/She is in that van over there! Loose the injured party so we can catch the expletive-ridden humiliation explosion on camera! This guy goes insane after he gets caught cheating with his girls best friends.. The third party is most common cause why couples broke their relationship down and parted their ways. It's crazy but that's my kind of show. It gives you a sense of order, you know? It serves a purpose. I find the "cheater" finally being held accountable to be true justice. 

Being cheated or losing a lover is one of the most profound and painful experiences of life. Before sinking into a peaceful slumber it'd remind myself. Nothing facilitates a restful night's sleep like identifying the world's worst thing right before bed.  Oh God please give me the best man.. I'm afraid of not being loved back. I hate rejection if that happens to me I will suffer from a SERIOUS MENTAL DISEASE.. lawl.!!!

Summah solstice

Lately my schedule is busy but now I'm free as a bird.. I will update my blog more often..

I'm starting my driving lessons tomorrow and honestly, I'm scared. what if the car stops in the middle of the road? what if i hit something or, worse, someone? as they say poitive mental attitude. I can, I will. lolxx

I spent a glorious, relaxing weeks eating and laughing our way through CALABARZON getaway with the Faller family. It was more than anything that I could ask for. I feel incredibly lucky and thankful that I’ve not only been able to see and do all that I have, but also have had the means to document and share it all. Here are some photos

plenty of time to be outdoors, enjoy the warm weather, Pack in for a picnic outing, or a back yard barbeque... I love you forever summer...

well this is it. Here’s March, April, May. And then it' s June and that’s when school starts, so we’re basically done with summer… I wish we had more time to spend but at least I got to see some amazing scenery on the trip.