It has been a crazy week after week after week. Time passes so fast that way.

The only reason I am blogging now is because I need to get something out of my chest.

Things have been so promising recently. I'm so happy about it.

Exceedingly Good Things Are Happening!

I've had some weird/epic dreams. I was fixing breakfast for my family, someone is at the door. Well, it's no other than Angyma. He just entered our house without notice. 4 hours later..

Okay, he swore a lot and certainly seemed to be mad about something. We just ignored him until he behaves in a manner we find unacceptable. Kaya pala sya galit na galit start na ng Fliptop event thingy and there are only four or less emcees at the event. Walang audience and all at kami ang sinisisi nya. And, I was like WTF! We do not carry any responsibility for the modifications or errors the organizers of the event might make. And then, oddly enough terrifying knife he was holding in his hand and threatening to stab us. I could not do anything for the event for which I was not the organizer. I started to cry telling him "wag ka mag-alala kaming bahala." Now that he was calm, he became more attentive and even smiled. And it all ends there. Funny as getting a rabies shot.

The other one was nasa airport kami para ipacheck-in yung mga bags namin. With me is my empty leopard Bardia stroller bag. I ran back to my dorm and quickly flung open my door. Realized I had not just forgotten my cloths , but I had also forgot all my toiletries and wallet. Knowing I could run no further, I took the bike. Voila! I arrived at the airport just in time. "Manong pwede po ba ilalagay ko lang tong gamit ko dun sa (describing my bag)" My belongings lay askew all over the ground. Aun lang.

Here it is December. It seems so fast time has passed. December is a "pushy" month. Because it marks the end of a calendar year. The annual UST Paskuhan and Quadricentennial celebration.

One thing I’ve been noticing about myself that I find it bothersome.

In particular, I'm spending too much time thinking about my future..

What will happen in my life after college?

What will be my job in the future?

Where will I be 2-10 years from now?

When will I get married and with whom?

What it'll be like when I have kids?

I often wonder what my kids will think of all this writing, should they ever have the chance to read it.

Maybe my philosophical musings will give my kids food for thought. Maybe by the time I have kids I'll have repudiated all my present beliefs, and I'll point back to this blog as an example of rank idiocy. If nothing else, they'll be able to get a glimpse of what I was like before they were born.