Roll up, pivot table

Weeks goes by like days. This could partially sum up a little bit of my weekdays (Aug. 15-19) So that's what I decided to do with this post. I’ll start by assuming that you’re all wildly interested in my day-to-day life.

Monday

• We had 4 pages Prelim exam in Sociology of Religion. The exam isn't really that hard however, it requires critical thinking.
• Had an early dismissal in Marriage and Family. Everybody loves Early dismissal.
•  I wrote a script for my pre-defense. 
• Also, Paris Hilton started following me on Twitter and she even favorited all my tweets for her. Weird!

Tuesday

• We had spent the morning shooting for our Social Psych Documentary news. 
• Submitted the Need Assessment matrix for AB Community Development Program.
• It's odd to think Hilary Duff is pregnant it seems like yesterday  when she was in love with Ethan and hanging out with Miranda and Gordo.
• I passed my exams in Demography and Social Change. 
• Sir Nino, I so admire his ability to see into things, which cannot be seen, and reason out understanding of them. His depth of knowledge about any subject so deep and broad. His constructive thinking and the effusions of wit and humour.
• I can barely sleep perhaps I'm overthinking stuff.

 Wednesday 

• short meeting with Dhel at the ABSC office
• Nerve wracking day
• Research presentation/ Pre-defense. Students are given 5 minutes to present their paper. Thesis requires a lot of deep study, practice & revision.
• Will change my theory from Action Theory by Weber to Multi-Cultural theory
• Im glad that's over. I feel so relieved.
• Hello to my new crush, Travis Fleetwood.  Can you really argue that he isn't one of the hottest!

Thursday

• Marc discussed in our class the Pedagogy of the Oppressed by  Paulo Freire. 
• We had no class in Anthro
• We went to Trinoma and had dinner at Taco Bell 
• Bought a gift for my boss
• had only 2 hours of sleep

Friday

• I went back to UN office for my Practicum Evaluation. I miss my office, my colleagues, my desk that I occupy for the last 2 months of my short working career. 
• Had lunch at Mexicali. I love Mexican food. 
• Visited the Yuchengco museum. The glory of the museum and my personal favorite is Suspended Garden. 
• shooting again for Social Psych
• I felt all my energy drained 
• saw my crush at KFC, I can't help but notice his infectious smile

Not much else exciting to say.  It's sometimes fun to see where other spend their days! Till then, Peace guys!

My envy for beauty

So 3 days left and its school time again!
I feel so blessed for so many reasons... On Monday I'll be transferring to my dorm and I can finally drive my own car, I just got my license. I have joined the millions of new drivers already behind the wheel.. I was glad that I breathed a sigh of relief.  I was ecstatic to begin a new chapter in my life.


For the past few days, I'm having 10 different dreams in one night and it started last June 9. Weird but funny at the same time. Is it normal to have several dreams in one night?

It's rare for me to remember dreams, but this one was pretty vivid, and involves some of my friends, so I was thinking I'd jot it down for your entertainment I once dreamt Rafa Nadal were both in vacation, we were having a scuba diving lesson in the ocean and he asked me to marry him.. sarap ng feeling pag gising..

Btw have you seen Shakira's hot video gypsy with Rafel Nadal, locking lips, they are all over each other... Oh la la! Or should I say “rooaaar!”? They're too sexy not to hook up.

dont worry Xisca Perello hot ka naman kaso mas Hawt si Shakira...

LaLaLaLa..

I have watched the fashion show on Fashion tv and I was instantly drawn to it, that’s the night when I said that is what I wanna do. I want to become Victoria's secret angel alongside Adriana Lima, Heidi Klum, Alessandra Ambrosio, Miranda Kerr, Marisa Miller, Doutzen Kroes.... The iconic Victoria's Secret "Angel" supermodels were once a very exclusive list of the top models in the fashion industry. I know that this is not what I'am mean to do... I'm from small town Dasmarinas, it is practically impossible to make my name be heard and I don't have sexy slim body, lean legs or firm toned midsection to strut down a long glittery runway.. Curses!!!!

Anxious Days and Sleepless Nights

The past weeks had gone really wild. Literally. From the insane load of works (school stuff) to you-can-never-imagine torturous exams.. I felt that everything that is "on-going" in my world was such a disaster. Having "sleepless nights" were never new to me, as if it's part of my being that i can't shut my eyes unless its two or three in the morning (and back then, those nights were senseless at all - doing Nothing). But for these past weeks, everything turned the other way around that i am now pre-occupied up to like 3 or 4 a.m. These sleepless nights beget to more sleepless nights.

My biggest problem is my mind starts going and well. It's the worst feeling one can get. I could be laying in bed, tossing around and turning. My eyes are closed but my mind just keeps wandering and not able to fall asleep. Though I function normally the next day.

I'll be up at 1am listening to music and surfing the internet (almost all of them), stressing out that I'm not doing my assignment/recitation/exam studying. And the longer I wait to start, the more I guarantee that I'll have to stay up later and later to finish it. And, ironically, one of the many reasons I use to convince myself not to start is that I'm too tired.

Overnight at Joan's place part II. This time kasama sila Krizia and Cien.

ito ung gabi ng walng tulugan tlga. We have to finish load and load of school works.. I remember may quiz kami sa Nat. Sci at Math. di ko alam natutulog na pla ako. Damn!! Good thing I still managed to pass my quizzes despite my sleepiness.. Oh college life.!! Stop torturing us.!!

But alas!! first sem is over.

I want to kill my professor in math even in history.. Our finals are crucial type...! It's common for people to have intrusive violent thoughts like these. Anger just makes me want to go on a stabbing spree.

I had such high hopes for college.. My math is making me emotionally unsettled And even though I don't do my work due to lack of motivation and pessimism. I've started to have panic attacks and frequently feel like throwing up. In all things it is better to hope than to despair..

This blog really does...blogging for me now is a reliever but for all the things that is lined up for me to do, NOT YET.